scared.

i woke up feeling very dizzy; it hasn’t stopped, hasn’t gotten worse, just vertigo and dizziness.

no blood yet. no other symptoms (though I had an extreme bout of abdominal pain this past weekend).

i see the doctor this afternoon.

and to cap it off, i just had a call from a collector on the one bill from the December stay that refuses to accept HCAP (the Ohio medical charity program), and as I’m trying to explain that I’m unemployed & job-searching, the collector bitch hauled off with “I find it hard to believe that if you’re putting out applications, you haven’t gotten any interviews” and hung up.

I lost all faith in humanity during my time in Fraud at Discover. and it just gets confirmed daily that I’m right to have no faith.