why the hell am i bothering, why the hell am i fighting why the the hell am i even bothering to do this shit. i've had it. just had it. all i seem to be fit for is customer service call center shit. i'm tired of fighting it. i'm tired of trying to be anything … Continue reading

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

scared.

i woke up feeling very dizzy; it hasn't stopped, hasn't gotten worse, just vertigo and dizziness. no blood yet. no other symptoms (though I had an extreme bout of abdominal pain this past weekend). i see the doctor this afternoon. and to cap it off, i just had a call from a collector on the … Continue reading scared.

I just realized WHY I resisted Facebook for so long…

...my entire family's on there. Not just the immediate family...almost my ENTIRE family. I'm the person who's related to half of Middletown, OH. Small-town, conservative, Red Republican, Steelworker, Middletown OH. I'm not exaggerating. Well, okay. Maybe a little. But not by much. Oh, joy. Yet another source of family contention & argument when I refuse … Continue reading I just realized WHY I resisted Facebook for so long…